Hi.
Do you guys use a thing called 'Dropbox'? Nick made me get it. It's the easiest and coolest file sharing thing I've ever used! After you download it, it appears as a little folder up at the top of your computer and whoever else has it can send you whatever they want and a notification appears immediately that it's in your folder! He sent me 150 new songs and it took less than 2 mins.
He also made this: (click to see it in action!)
I started thinking back to that period of time when I came back from Shanghai/Korea/Tianjin. My biorhythms were all off because I had insomnia, I was in a fight with my parents, in an unhealthy relationship, had panic attacks, and was super stressed and unhappy about a lot of things (in fact, my hair started falling out). I lost my appetite completely and for a while I didn't really eat. It was a terrible time. Looking back now, I realized that showed me who my real friends were. The guys who were interested in me, and those who told me I looked good, were not my real friends. The people who expressed concern were those who were my true friends. At the time I disliked them because I didn't want to think I had anything wrong with me, but I just wanted to say thank you for bringing it to my attention and thank you for caring enough to do that. I'm really lucky to have people who truly care about me in my life.
It took me a few months, and I'll admit that I'm still not entirely over the harm that was inflicted and imprinted upon me from that time, but I'm a lot better now, and a better and stronger person now. Thanks to everyone who stood beside me through my darkness, and still liked me regardless. I'm sorry if I tried to push you away. I really, really appreciate it, more than you know.
Thanks especially to my family. You guys keep me going.
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