no heat

Again the guy didn't come to fix my heater. I've been sleeping without a heater, with my window open for the past few weeks because it broke. He says he'll come tomorrow or the day after.

I slept 20 hours today. This med switch isn't working out. I'm still apathetic. I'll give it a few more days.

I had a strange strange dream just now. I dreamt of watermelons the size of boats, that I had in my room in LA. It was cut in half, and I remember tasting how juicy and crisp it was. I tried to wrap it with saran wrap and paper towels, so we could store it in the fridge. Then I turned on the TV but no matter how many times I tried to change the channel, the image was static of white worms on a red bulb. What were they, I asked someone to my left, they answered, "Ring worms"

Then I wanted to go away, and I thought about who I'd invite to go with me the next day on a trip to a far away place with black mountains and circling fog.

I asked Priya what she thought it meant. She asked if I woke up feeling thirsty, which I did, very very thirsty, hence the image of the watermelon. She said perhaps the image on the TV represented me feeling stuck on one thing, that no matter how much i tried to change the channel it wouldn't, and then we figured out this parasitic undertone, that there's something that's stuck with me that I can't get rid of. And I just want to run away to a far away place that is different from all the others I've been. But I dreamt of taking someone I knew, so it must be that I'm ready for a change of scene but I want to retain those that are in my life now.