fail

I thought about success. About how scared I am for it, because I feel like I have so much to lose.

I asked myself, what do I have to lose?- nothing. I've already been to a mental state in which I've had absolutely nothing- no hope, emptiness, and I'm past it now.

Then I asked myself, will I let myself fail?
-absolutely not. Time and time again, I prove that I will NEVER let myself fail. It's just not possible, no matter how many set backs I will always lift myself up.

So what is there to be afraid of?
-nothing.

I've been doing a lot of self analysis lately, I know that I'm very ambitious, but I can get lazy when I'm not stimulated enough. Often times, the idea is better than the execution, for me. I'm trying to learn to curb that, and instead of spontaneous bursts of productivity, i'm trying to level it out so I'm overall more stable.